My eyes burn from these tears
You think you'd learn over these years
Good things wont last forever
So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things that I couldnt give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place
Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I cant expect you to stay forever with me
I live for the single moment
I take back everything i've said
You would those words on you lips
As if they meant anything anyway
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I dont know if its worth me loosing sleep over this
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place
Tell me Im wrong when I say it
I cant expect you to stay forever with me
I live for the single moment
So take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place
when you are controlled by your emotions,
the heart strings, thread-like,
it is frightening.
how easily you succumb to words-
to tones, to pitch.
and words are no longer words.
everything goes into one ear
and goes missing before it leaves the other.
and all you remember is melody and rhythm.
how easily mistaken you are. fooled.
by your own words.
your own lies.
your own fears.
and you run away from everything.
because you are afraid to face understanding.
because you are afraid to deal.
where all the lies
and all the hurt will dissipate.
and what they did to you doesn't affect you anyway.
you believe so much that nothing lasts forever.
that you push away trust and faith.
and everything separates you from love.
for you were made that way.
manufactured from sins, from darkness.
you, sinner.
you, fool.
you sympathise.
but are just a voyeur like any other soul.
soul-less creatures.
who stand by and watch.
what really is the problem.
could you tell me.
you can't can you?
that confused state of your mind.
sordid.
and morbid.
warped.
you could be bi-polar.
do you feel the way you feel?
in other words.
the way you are not.
and what makes you so great.
for fools don't make leaders.
when barbed words slash at your wrists.
you can only watch the blood seep out
messing up the floor
the clean floor.
and words are still words.
nothingness laced with tune.
what words.
what actions.
they all still bite at you.
and you have a problem with everything.
when nothing is the matter.
and you seek for pain.
when the pain already exists.
and you seek for attention.
and when none is given
you sulk.
your tears are envious.
your tears are grudging.
your lies are daggers.
and your soul a crooked path.
don't care if you die.
don't care if everything around you crumbles.
care what is left in your heart.
your broken heart
that has never mended.
and you're stuck in something you never wanted
all along.
all that love worth it for all that pain?
you can't have both can you.
you can't.
and at the end of the day
love's lost.
for your eyes are crossed.
perverted.
and you see things through a prism.
your incoherence is evident.
your tears spat for wrong reasons.
your narcissism is tearing up your soul.
shredding your frail self into pieces.
lies.
all lies.
words are still words.
all lies.
bending the truth.
misconstruding faith.
misconstruding trust.
and you get paranoid all over again.
can't you have faith?
u can't can you?
you are always filled up with envy.
with distrust.
with hatred.
and the one person you love.
you hate.
how beautiful your heart is.
all black.
all green.
all bile.
all worms.
all dead.
